“Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you.” I could not
agree more on Alanis Morissete on this. Life indeed has a funny way of sneaking
up, the funniest way, I must say. Yes, Ironic is my October jam, if you know
what I mean. It’s on repeat since this morning, and as I go on, I will explain
how ironic my life has become since October last year.
I have shared the scam story a couple of times already, so I
won’t tell it again. Nope, I won’t put the link here as well. If you want to
know about it, might as well look for it on my previous posts—haha. I am just
so tired of telling it over and over again, maybe if it ended, then I’ll be
glad to share it again.
So here’s the thing.. I want to share how ironic my life has
become. You see, I’ve always wanted to be a lawyer—this has been my one and
only dream since I was in highschool. I went up stage, got my college diploma,
and thought I was ready for law school, but nope… I’ve started to work to
support my needs (and wants) and decided to quit after almost 2 years, and
started law school. I’ve never been so dedicated until I entered law school.
Until one day, a friend approached me for help, and yes, of course I did help
her. Only to find out that she just wanted a million bucks, and then pooooof..
She’s gone now, yes with the million bucks that I gave her (from me and my
friends’ hard work) *insert the scam story here* soryy can’t help it. Isn’t it
super ironic that I’m starting to build my path to legal profession, and here
comes some legal problem…. A LITTLE TOO IRONIC, DON’T YOU THINK?
I was just starting to build my rainbow towards my path of
gold, and then this? A lot may think that I’m one of the strongest disciples of
God, for I am still here, alive! Well, I’ve tried killing myself, actually. I’m
not as strong as other people think. I am one of the weakest… I guess???!!! Haaay..
It’s been a year now, and I still got no clue on how to give
back every penny that was robbed by my friend (well, ex-friend) Don’t you think
it’s a little unfair that I’m the one suffering when I didn’t spend a single
cent on that money? Haay. I thought so too, but I have to be responsible on
this.. I gave my relatives and my friends my word—that this one’s legit! UGH!
F! Big time! L
… I just want to live a happy life! I want to move on.. I
want to…… just be happy, that’s all!!
I don’t know what else to say, and how to end this.. sorry,
blairyrandom
